beben-eleben:

Aminin mo. minsan kahit gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao, magsasawa ka rin sa kakaintindi sa kanya, lalo na kung hindi ka na niya binibigyan ng oras at pinapahalagahan pa.

I’m not a proffesional writer pero for someone like me, this is a really big opportunity that must be grabbed! But then, I said it’s conflict :|

Kuya Edge offered me to be his travel writer for his upcoming project in SBMA, but unfortunately, i’m not available on July onwards kasi may pasok na ko sa this June, sayang din yung experience.. Gusto ko din masubukan para maging broad pa yung knowledge ko being a writer.. In the end, sinabi nya sakin na pwede raw ako mag OJT sa office nya, YAY! Pag nahirapan ako maghanap ng mapapasukan, sa kanila na lang ako.. 

Ang gaan lang din kasi sa feeling na may naniniwala sa mga kaya mong gawin, di ba? ☺

Bad vibes talaga! Di pa rin ako maka get over hanggang ngayon </3

Inoff ko yung cp ko, ayoko maka recieve ng mga texts nya o tawag nya.. Gusto ko muna mapag-isa, sabi nya kasi tatawagan nya ko ngayon pero napasahan nga nya ko ng GM at nawalan na talaga ko ng gana.. :(

Maraming beses na ‘rin kami nag-away ngayong summer vacation.. Away-bati-tampuhan-suyuan ang madalas naming senaryo.. Pero ako yung palagi nagtatampo at nagseselos, in short, ako yung nag-uumipisa ng away namin.. Kasi naman, para sasabihin ko sa inyong lahat.. Wala akong ibang mahal kundi si Lau.. Sobrang honest ko sa kanya, dahil ang dami na namin napag daanang trials, isa yung sa mga dahilan ung bakit mahal ko siya ng sobra at ayoko ng  humanap pa ng iba.. 

Hindi ko talaga alam kung saan ako kumukuha ng lakas para kayanin ang lahat sa mga ganitong panahon, sobrang layo namin sa isa’t-isa, minsan lang kami magkita, madalang magkatext dahil busy siya sa church.. Pero sa mga panahon na ganito, never ko inisip na makipagtext sa iba or makipag kita.. Palagi lang ako nakakulong sa loob ng bahay, nanonood ng movies, nililibang ko yung sarili ko para hindi ako malungkot, ni hindi nga ko sumasama na sa highscool friends ko kapag nagyayaya silang umalis.. 

Palagi nga kaming nagtatanungan kung “behave” ba kami sa maghapon.. Syempre ako with all honesty, sinasabi kong “Oo”.. Behave naman talaga ko palagi.. Never ko talagang inisip manlalaki or what. Hai, paulit ulit na sinasabi ko.. Di talaga ko okay ngayon.. -_-

banatera101:

• Slut - One who engages in sexual activity with a large number of persons or someone who’s sexually promiscuous.

*Not a girl who wears short shorts or has a lot of guy friends.

• Bitch - People with an unpleasant attitude or someone who’s thoroughly disliked.

*Not a person who makes a point…

EXPECTATION:

REALITY:

beben-eleben:

1. Deja vu

Deja vu is an experience of having seen or experienced a new situation previously. It feels like if the event has already happened before. The experience is usually accompanied by a strong sense of familiarity and a sense of paradox or bizarre. The “previous” experience is usually attributed to a dream, but sometimes there is a constant feeling that it really has happened in the past.

2. Deja Vecu

Deja vecu is what most people experience when they think they are having a deja vu. Deja vu is when one has a feeling that he has seen something before, whereas deja vecu is an experience of having seen an event before, but with great detail as to recognize the smells and sounds. This also is usually accompanied by a very strong sense of knowledge about what will happen next.

3. Deja senti

Deja senti is a phenomenon of having already felt something. The phrase “I have felt it before” perfectly captures deja senti. It is only a mental phenomenon and seldom remains in our memory later. Many epileptic patients often experience deja senti.

4. Deja Visite

Deja visite is a less common experience and includes an unexplained knowledge of a new place. For example, you may know the location around you (a new city or a landscape) although you have never been there before.

5. Jamais Vu

Jamais Vu describes a familiar situation that we do not recognize. It is often considered to be the opposite phenomenon of deja vu. The observer does not recognize the situation although it is known that he has experienced it before.

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